Friday, June 19, 2009

i think i'm too smart for my own good

SHIT! just because you had piercings and some cuul fuck the system t-shirt don't mean you'been we're i've been. if you wear that anarchy sign like some fuckin jewlery don't mean shit to me. fuck off with that 'we need society' crap. I DON'T! we need society just because we're too comfy to take things in our hands, most people don't wanna take up responsability for fuckin up shit (it is a lot easier to say: 'oh,but it was they who fucked it!'). that shit about 'survival of the fittest' well,that's alright by me! may the better win,may the better live on.
i don't care. all i know is im fed up with fashion: the fashion of cloths and music, the fashionable modern arts, the fashionable sexual openness (what about a threesome? everyone seems to be into that...),oh and nat to forget the fashonable casualness! i've just realised,when people tell me i don't seem to be from bucharest i think it's about not beeing that 'cool+distant+casual'. i've just compared myself with my friends from bucharest: i'm not casual and i'm not distant (people from bucharest tend to do this even when they're top friendly) it's either i'm ignoring you or i'm envolved over 70%. i think that's what makes people think i'm not from here...
but i waz sayin something else at the begining... i'm tired of people telling me: 'when i waz your age i did that angy punk shit too. the piercings,the t-shirts,the shaven head' and i'm like 'yeah,whatever,fuck off! it's not about the age and the cul shit to do now,idiot!' i mean look what this cheek tells me at tnb 'uhm,do you mind if i ask you your age?' (she was lookin trendy whilst i waz looking punk: chain,old green t-shirt with a big DUMB written on it,pink hairs) when i tell her i'm 20 she back off, i say 'but why did you ask?' and she says 'well,i waz going to say that in about too years all this punk attitude - it will pass. i had my head shaved and all,i waz punk too...' the only problem iz that she was like 18... thinking that i waz 16 or something... fine by me,the age thing, but that shit about 'it will pass....' well,just because all af you 'punks' do it because it is cool or because, fuck knows, you think piercings and booze and a 'i don't care about anything' (i'm just being like anybody else) is rebel... then FUCK! YOU'RE FOOLING YOURSELF.

ps: age is nothing. i'm just as 17 as i waz 3 years ago. too bad most of you are sooooo old you' re already dead and burried. you walk a path that's been written before you've had a notion of a self.

pps: maybe i've said too much but i haven't said enough.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

bunaciuni

apocalyptica ruleaza (latest obsession),gogol bordello ii dau foc,pink floyd ii zic cu cap, daca vrei ceva de corazon e bun un bunbury cu voy a perder la caveza pot tu amor (alea-alea) ca leonard cohen e prea heart breaking uneori ,cu o amicii la un dans un ska merge ca uns si cateodata si un pop caterincos (sugababes nu au chiar asa mult zahar cat sa faci diabet,zic eu), iar daca vrei sa ajungi altundeva baga o doza de oliver, travka ceva...

fooooooooooooc!


in ultima vreme fiecare ultim concert pe care il vad pare a fi cel mai tare din totdeauna.
GOGOL BORDELLO au fost exceptionali aseara! pot sa jur ca prin venele lui eugene circula si altceva in afara de sange (probabil foc) ... toata lumea era in extaz in amfiteatrul acela care a fost arhiplin,toata lumea aplauda si striga cu foc. si cei din taraf de haidoucs au fost tari iar la sfarsit gogol bordello i-au chemat sa cante impreuna. spiritul acestor muzicieni...ei bine, e mishto!

de remarcat ca au inceput in forta cu ultimate melodia mea preferata de la ei! (nu,nu e start wearing purple, ultimate ma reprezinta mai bine) iata si versurile (this shit is better than any life philosophy!):

If we are here not to do
What you and I wanna do
And go forever crazy with it
Why the hell are we even here?

[chorus]
There was never any good old days
They are today, they are tomorrow
It's a stupid thing we say
Cursing tomorrow with sorrow

When we stand here in a row
Looking like a bunch of heroes
I know that-a deep inside
Nothing more but bunch of zeros

Skolko utetchki tepla
Vot takaja vot subda
Nam segodnja suzdena
A bti mezget chto kogda da-j povezet!

[chorus]

Steppin' on the trail of Ultimate
I would never choose to die
So give me the rest of all the secrets
Give me new culture of life

Ultimate!
Ultimate!
Ultimate!
Ultimate!

ps:as fi recunoscatoare daca mi-ar traduce cineva trebile de le zice Eugene in slava:D dau o bere:>
pps: au zis ca se vor intoarce cat pot de repede. sa speram ca va fi intr-un loc udne se va putea dansa! ADICA UNUL FARA SCAUNE! :d

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

damn kewl


peretii vorbesc!

pe peretii scrie uneori chestii tare misto!

iata ce-am vazut recent la nijte tineri acasa:

'a fi modern inseamna a te gasi intr-un mediu care promite aventura,bucuria,cresterea,transformarea noastra si a lumii'

si definitie de ana blandiana:
prea frumos
pentru a nu fi cucerit;
prea tanar
pentru a nu fi stapanit;
prea bogat
pentru a-si apartine;

prea intelept
pentru a lupta;
prea curajos
pentru a nu fi ranit;
prea sceptic
pentru a nu fi infrant;

prea infrant
pentru a nu fi liber'

prea liber
pentru a nu fi umilit;
prea umilit
pentru a muri. (cumva,versurile ma duc cu gandul la camus...)

poate zambesc prea mult/dar simt atat de mult

nu stiu ce chestii ti se spun tie. dar mie mi se spun tot felul de chestii. iata cateva din cele care m-au amuzat cel mai tare in ultima vreme:

cocalarii care se strang mereu pe o strada de langa mine: ce faci harry potter? unde tie- bagheta magica? de notat ca purtam un sarafan mov si pantofi si ca nu,NU seman cu harry potter de fel - nici macar nu aveam ochelarii... => m-au facut sa zambesc

la universitate,o tiganca de la rebu imi zice vazundu-ma cu doua codite: 'veronicaaaaa!' mi s-a parut chiar dragut tinand cont de faptul ca era destul de in varsta,adica mi-a dat impresia ca avea zat inner child thing still => m-a facut sa zambesc

la plecarea din bucuresti, o buna prietena mi-a zis 'iti las bucurestiul in grija sa-l faci mai frumos' eu am fost,evident,mai mult decat placut surprinsa si i-am zis 'nu stiu,dude,e o mare responsabilitate,dar nu stiu daca voi reusi,insa voi incerca!' iar ea a zis 'pentru mine ai reusit'

iar azi,in 32, au urcat dupa mine cativa muncitori bine-bauti si foarte urat mirositori. eu citeam din leonard cohen.la un moment dat intorc capul spre stanga si aproape ca dau cap-in cap cu un tanar manelar. surprinsa,inchid cartea pentru un moment iar el zice: 'nu te speria ca nu mananc animale!' => exista si manelari vegetarieni... apoi,cand m-am ridicat sa cobor unul din manelari zice catre mine: 'ce panarama!' (da,aratam ca o panarama: nu mi se vedeau sanii sau fesele; purtam un tricou cu maiden si pantaloni rosii in carouri!) la care manelarul meu zice:' las-o ma ca citea o carte frumoasa' => m-a facut sa zambesc

'a guy:don't call me by that name.that's my slave name.
me: maybe i want to call you by your slave name.
a guy: maybe i'd like that.
me:haha,good then.'

busy-busy

maine e miercuri.
examen fizica globului => se pune din nou intrebarea: a te duce sau a nu te duce?
apoi ar fi : romania near suface seminar
la pranz ar trebui sa fiu la biblioteca nationala sa ma informez in legatura cu doua chestii total diferite
apoi sper sa ajung acasa sa fac un dus si sa plec repede spre preoteasa,la teatru
si pentru un final apoteotic: concertul gogol bordello


ps: era un banc cu zodiile; la naiba,ce ziceau la zodia mea chiar se potriveste (desi eu nu cred in prostiile astea astrologice)!