HANDMADE

have you ever felt ashamed of being alive? have you , for one moment, felt embarrassed that you had two hands that work perfectly, eyes good enough to see the people you like and the sky? have you ever felt ashamed you are complete? did you feel selfish because you wanted so much more than a bed and some food? have you ever judged yourself as greedy because notting was enough for you,or good enough, or perfect beyond this world's standards? have you ever looked at your fellow man and feel mortified? do you know how it is to feel so strong, hard as steel and so above the rest that you were afraid to look at them and see them so small, like you were tremendous and they were just ants? do you? did you feel that? have you felt the numbness that this sensation of power gives - because it's almost unreal, it's probably just make believe?
i did. and i like to think that it is make believe because i can make what i believe into.




THIS IS IT.


I...
DUNNO...
I JUST DON'T KNOW...



BUT I CAN FEEL IT.