I could be brown I could be blue I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful I could be purple I could be anything you like
Gotta be green Gotta be mean Gotta be everything more
now those lyrics are totally and brilliantly sweet! but that's not the kind of music that helps when you're frustrated and angry and dark and frowning; no,no,no. wonderwall and those cute oasis songs are nice and right only when the sun shines with wormth and hope. right now it's winter.
my chill out music is the satanic one. sanctus diavolos is the cure.the whole album. but everything death, black, grimmish or/and horror goes fine as well! nothing positive will do when i feel like i do right now because i think it's crap. just a nice lie. maybe tomorrow... tomorrow it's gonna get worse! and the day after tomorrow will get even worse.
the only light comes from beneath.